My Mission:

Engaging, Equipping, and connecting children and their families to their most strategic role in completing the Great Commission.

Sunday, July 03, 2011

Showered in Birthday love

This is what a great birthday looks like...

Being surrounded with all the amazing people who make up your life...


 Getting to go to Disneyland on your actually birthday with a group of friends who happily celebrate you...
 Coming home to a dozen roses sent from a best friend who lives far way...
 And waking up everyday to see the dozens of birthday cards that remind you of how blessed you to have so many people love and appreciate you.

These are just the photos I have. It doesn't included the "gift a day" package from my other overseas best friend, or the birthday dinners or desserts. It doesn't include the gifts and smiles and words of love from so many people.

Thank you for making this month so amazing.

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

Carissa's Chronicles May 2011

I was rushing out of the building. As I approached the double glass doors, two women stood on the other side. There was a pause as we all wondered who was going to open it first. Finally, the young woman did and I rushed through with a smile and quick “Thank you.” I saw the two women hesitate as I passed by. The sound of my name caught my attention and I turned around. The two women from the door followed behind me. I stopped and smiled, unsure of how they knew my name.


“Hi,” the younger woman said shyly, “We were both in your ‘Lies Children Believe’ workshop this morning. I just wanted to tell you that it was by far the best workshop I attended all weekend. It changed my life.”

No sooner did I leave that conversation and turn the corner than I ran into Ann, another workshop attendee. “Thank you for doing both your workshops,” she commented. “I learned so much. Before I came here, I was working on some materials for my class…now I’m rethinking them completely.”

My pace slowed as I walked away. My mind instantly went back to a shy and awkward 7th grade girl with sweating palms and knocking knees, barely able to muster enough courage to make her voice audible as she stood in front of her English class attempting to give an oral report on Louis Armstrong. And now here I was, teaching two workshops at CMTA (one of Southern California’s largest children’s ministry conferences) to a combined audience of 100 people.

Throughout the course of the weekend, I had many conversations like the ones with Ann and the shy girl standing at the glass door. God was stirring hearts. Many were challenged; others were affirmed or encouraged. My own heart was energized by the dozens of teachers and parents who said to me, “Yes! We need your ministry…we need help!”

During my second workshop, we talked a lot about balanced biblical truth. Teachers teach a lot about God’s individual love in children’s ministry. Curriculums are best known for themes such as “God loves me,” “God helps me,” or “God takes care of me.” These lessons are all true and needed. But there is a second side to scripture that we often fail to communicate- that God is a great God, the center of our universe, and that we exist for Him and His purposes among the nations. Without this balanced second half, our children are being discipled in a very egocentric faith…one that I firmly believe is the cause for so many falling away as they get older.

Here are the lies we discussed:

1. I’m such a little darling….it’s all about me!
-It’s true – God does bless His children, but He wants them to find their joy by focusing on His glory, not on themselves…learning to put God at the center of their lives and live for His purposes. (Psalm 67:1-2, Gen 12:1-3)

2. Haven’t you heard?….God loves me best!
-It’s true – God does show His love to each individual child, but He wants them to be sharing His love with others, not keeping it selfishly for themselves. The great story of God’s individual love for the Samaritan woman ended with an entire village proclaiming that Jesus is the Savior of the world! (John 4)

3. I’m too small to count in God’s kingdom…I’ll wait until I’m all grown up!
- It’s true– God doesn’t expect children to do grown-up work, but He does enable them to serve Him while still children (Lk 18: 16-17)….like Craig Kielburger, who started an organization at age 11 that to this day is run entirely by people under the age of 18 and now frees children from labor in 120 countries.


These are the lies children believe because we support these ideas. Although it may not be our intention to do so, the Enemy can easily distort the message of God’s love and blessings. As these teachers and parents from the conference take this information and begin to refocus their attention on teaching the whole message of scripture and moving their children to a more Christ-centered faith, statistics will change. Kids will begin to love Jesus for a life time, following after Him all the days of their life as they seek to live for His glory and renown…to the ends of the earth.

Friday, May 20, 2011

He makes rough places smooth

I serve a God who keeps His promises...

He tells me, "I will turn the darkness into light before you and make the rough places smooth. These are the things I will do; I will not forsake them!" (Isa 42:16)

The past 3 weeks have been a crazy whirlwind of God's amazing goodness and faithfulness. He has made all the rough places smooth. So many new things have happened; so many things have changed. I want to tell you about all of it....but I won't here. Not yet anyways. I want to be able to tell all of you who i love so much face to face!

I will tell you this...it's BIG and GOOD and AMAZING. And I'm pressing forward with more confidence than I've ever had before. God is at work. He is doing more than I ever dreamed!

Here is the good news I will tell you...I am back up to 60% support. I am beginning a 100 day initiative to get to 100% by August 30. Join in me in praying that God would begin to prepare the hearts of His people and invite them into investing in this piece of His Kingdom!

I am so excited.

Want to hear more? Let's talk. Coffee or ice cream on me. :)

Loving you all!
C

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Learning to Listen

I spent last week in the hilly land of Fayetteville, Arkansas. I had an amazing week out at the US Center's Regional office. I am still processing a lot from my trip....asking some big questions and seeing what God wants to do. Yet God seems silent...or isn't he?

I am learning to listen. I am beginning to hear him speak in ways I haven't before. Maybe I don't hear an audible voice, but I see his visible hand. I pray and he answers. Doors open. Hope and peace reign. I think I've become so focused on only making decisions based on hearing the audible voice of God but he speaks in so many other ways too. What do you think?

Prayer:
I'm headed today to Pasadena for 3 days. We will be exhibiting at the CMTA (Christian Ministries Teacher Association) conference tomorrow and Saturday. I will be teaching two workshops as well at 9am Fri and 8:30am Saturday. Nancy will be teaching on closing session Saturday. Please pray with us for this event. I am teaching on some big topics, skipping over preschool crafts and how to tell good Bible stories, and addressing the needs for our kids to be introduced to a God-centered life and guided into a life of purpose for the Kingdom. Pray that the right people will come to each workshop, their hearts ready to hear and be challenged. 

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

First Things First

I've been doing a lot of "soul searching" it seems. There are a  lot of big, important questions looming over my future to which I don't have all the answers for. It's easy to become paralyzed by the unknown. In the process of trying to figure it all you, it's easy to just give up too. I'm still waiting for God to speak, waiting for answers and direction. In the mean time, I'm doing only what I know to do- seeking His Kingdom first. For me, that's living each day serving faithfully as if nothing is going to change.

This devotional below came to me just a few days ago. It was perfect timing and encouraging to this sometimes weary heart. I want to share it with you:

Imagine you've moved into a new house or apartment. What would you unpack first? Probably not the Christmas tree ornaments or the show polish or the bridesmaid's dress you worse in your sisters wedding a decade ago.


In Matthew 6:31-33, Jesus urges us toward a first-things-first lifestyle. Then he identifies our "first things" for us: "Seek first [God's] kingdom and his righteousness," our Lord says.


What would it mean to seek God's kingdom first? We see the answer-in perfection- as we reflect on the life of our Lord Jesus: loving God by loving people.


There was no syrupy, soap-opera love. This love went way beyond expectations to care for those in need. This love told the truth, never mind the consequences. This love refused to be manipulated. This love took our Lord into uncomfortable situations, and it created unlikely relationships.


What's more, Jesus' love was by no means cheap. In the end, he paid the ultimate price, and unimaginable price. Jesus' love- his love for you and me- cost him his life!


Our Savior died for those times we focus on ourselves rather than on him. He died because we choose to chase after second and third and fourth things. He died for our cowardice in "being nice" when real love would "be honest." He died for the times we've done what was convenient rather than what was best for the other person.


And now, Jesus call us, his forgiven children, into his first-things-first lifestyle. We may feel timid about stepping out into that kind of risky, self-giving love. But we can do it, knowing we will never walk alone. He walks right beside us, filling us with peace and leading the way.


We can lay aside our worries about every detail, right down to what we'll eat or drink or wear. He promises, "All things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33). It's an all-inclusive promise by our every-loving Lord. 

Sunday, March 27, 2011

The day to day stuff

So I'm not sure who all reads this (if anyone!) but I thought I'd drop a note on the little things that have been going on...

Last Sunday I spoke at a Perspectives class at Northpoint Corona. It was a good 45 minutes of challenging the class of roughly 50 adults with an unexpected global issue kids face...half truth. We talked about how half spiritual truths (like God loves me and takes care of me and protects) can easily produce self absorbed half followers of Jesus when not balanced with whole truths (like God loves me so I can extend his love to a lost and broken world. It was well received and many shared how it would now challenge them in their own work with children.

Yesterday I exhibited at the Asian American Ideas Exchange in Santa Ana. We had 5 new magazine sign-ups. Sold over a dozen back issues and got a possible lead to run a children's program for a church retreat labor day weekend.

Tomorrow we begin researching and putting together our May issue on Trinidad and Tobago. Ukraine will be released Thursday.

Living each day in trust, knowing my times are in God's hands...abiding and remaining in his love as I serve faithfully where I've been planted.

Prayer: Big conference in Pasadena is just a few short weeks away. There is much to prepare in terms of the items for our exhibit table and the two large workshops I'll be presenting. Also, I'll be traveling to Arkansas the 17th-21st to meet with our regional mobilization office. Look forward to what unexpected things God will bring from that.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Where Two or More are Gathered....

....He is there.

Last night I drove to Pasadena to visit a great friend who was visiting from out of time. Her and I and her host were blessed with an unexpected 3 hour prayer time. It is true. Where two or more are gathered, He is there.
We spent a vast majority of our time praying for Global Xpress...praying for growth, praying for other at the US Center and aboard to catch the vision, praying that the wall that we seem to keep running into with fiances would come crumbling down.

While we were praying, one of the ladies had a vision of me dressed in costume, playing a consistent character, who worked with teaching kids. And people knew about it and were requesting it. She knew nothing about the work I was already doing as Conductor Courage. :) What confirmation that the Lord is still on the move!

Our time reminded me of just how crucial prayer is, especially in light of this generation, paradigm shifting ministry. Please keep praying for us day after day! Here's some specifics you can pray for:

- that we would bear fruit that will last in the life of each child who uses our materials,
- that kids would understand God's glory and his heart for the nations and desire to live for him,
- for unbounded creativity as we work each month to put together new materials that are age appropriate and effective in teaching and engaging children,
- for financial provision, both for myself as I serve full time and for ministry growth and expenses, including a much needed office in the Inland Empire area,
- for opportunities to mobilize other adults and teachers and we speak and do workshops at upcoming events: Northpoint Corona (March 20), Idea Exchange (March 26), CMTA (April 29-30).


Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Carissa's Chronicles- February 2011

I was standing outside watching the kids play. I caught Mia, a little girl I have nannied for several years, walking by out of the corner of my eye. Unexpectedly, to both her and myself, I swooped her up in my arms. After hugging her tightly, I whispered in her ear, “Do you want to know a secret?”


“What?” she prodded back, struggling to escape my grasp.

“I love you to pieces!” I replied.

“Well, duh!” She corrected me, “That’s no secret Miss Carissa!”

I laughed as I put her back down. I was caught in a lie and I was okay with that. There was something victorious in learning that this little girl whom I had cared for and discipled for so many years knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I loved her.

As Global Xpress continues to blossom and grow, I find myself continually pushed outside my comfort zone. Every week I get another call or another email asking me to attend some important strategic meeting or present at a school or conference. Magazine deadlines get harder and harder as my creativity is stretched to its limits. I can easily find myself in a state of fear or discouragement. But then I remember kids like Mia, and I am propelled forward by an unavoidable passion to love and serve them.

My life is the story of one girl who loved one Savior so much that she had to tell one child…and then another, and another, and another. And soon she was telling children in India, and Mexico, and Africa. And now, through Global Xpress, my team and I are telling children all across the United States in hopes that they might fall in love with the Savior, too.

As I sit at my computer, unseen by the world, daily plugging away to create the best tools possible for families and churches, I pray that each child who receives the Global Xpress is able to say that their lives reflect that same story. In all we do, I hope they see Jesus, the Savior of the World, who loves them even more than I do and whose love for them also extends to a great, big hurting world.

I am looking forward to watching the same love that consumes my life begin to consume the lives of children, too. I’ll be there, cheering each one of them on, as they go forth and share God’s love with others in their schools, their neighborhoods, and to the ends of the earth. I hope you will, too.

May your life be directed and driven by the same inescapable love of the Savior of the World.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Just Keeps Getting Better

Even the ugliest circumstances can look happy when looking at life through rose colored glasses. I'm sporting a pair now. Life is good- not the everything is perfect and dandy sort of good, but the I'm living and loving life because of God's handiwork kind of good.


My support is still low, but my bank account miraciously has stayed level for the past two months. I applied for support at Packinghouse. The meeting to discuss it amongst the board is the 1st Tuesday of March. I find myself nodding my head in agreement as Paul says "I know what it is to be in need and I know what is to have plenty - I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances." (Philp 4:11-12). My heart is still floating in a fluffy, protective cloud of perfect peace.

Significant meetings and opportunities abound. Conversations regarding GX amongst the leadership of the US Center continue. I sense a great momentum building. 1200 advertisements for GX went out this month in all donor receipts (those who give financially to USCWM and it's missionaries). Greg Parsons put word to Rick Wood about featuring GX in Mission Frontiers; John Langer is working to build us our own custom database; Jon Pon has asked me to come into tomorrow to help plan the children's portion of our up coming FMF retreat; meet with Christy Graham tomorrow to discuss networking among Perspective churches, and I'm just waiting schedule alignment with the men from our Arkansas office to discuss children's mobilization on a boarder scale.

We had 5 new kids sign up this week. We just sent out our 41st issue on Mongolia (a country who just 20 years ago didn't even have a church). This month I celebrate the fact that I have survived the creation of 80 children's magazines- a feat that just never seems to get easier! haha

Today I had a very significant meeting with the children's pastor at Packinghouse. Mike Barrnet just stepped in 2 months ago...we are kindred spirits! We are both free thinking, unconventional, I'd-rather-ask-for-forgiveness-than-permission go-getters. And we both share a passion for family discipleship and ministry and giving our kids some real opportunities for growth. Conversations will continue in weeks ahead on how to incorporate GX or other mission focused ideas into our Sunday School. I'm also being put on the creative team for VBS to help add these components into what we do there. This kind of meeting would be the most exciting adrenal rush for me at any church...but to have it with the pastor of my own church!?! Somebody pinch me...I'm dreaming!

Wrapping up Mongolia stuff this week. Heading into our next issue on Ukraine. Still looking for more laborers- artists and administrative help in particular!

Up Ahead
March 20- Facilitating night of prayer for children around the world for a Perspectives course in Corona
March 26- Leading two live teaching demonstrations at Chinese American Idea Exchange



P.S. More pictures from Walnut Preschool and events at MVC still to come.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Walnut Methodist Preschool

A preschool class at Walnut Methodist Preschool as been traveling around the world with Conductor Courage through the Global Xpress. You can imagine their excitement when Conductor Courage showed up to their class!! Kids were able to ask questions about the places they were learning about and learn that God uses kids, no matter how big or how small!

Here is a few pictures from the day....more to come!

Monday, February 07, 2011

Carissa's Chronicles- Jan 2011

January 26, 2011

There is an old proverb that says the beginning of a new year paints the picture of what the rest of the year will look like. If this is true, than Global Xpress is heading into its busiest and greatest year yet.

This month we launched a revised and improved Sunday school program called Expeditions. It includes our magazines as well as teacher lesson guides, prayer cards, pictures, and more. Two new churches have already signed on. We completed our 40th issue of GX magazine featuring the country of Greece. Global Xpress was also awarded a $1,000 grant for operating expenses from a lady in San Francisco who we have never met!

In addition, we booked seven events before the first week of the New Year ended. On January 7, I helped teach kids about the nations at Chinese Church of San Diego. Sunday, I did a special kids program at Murrieta Valley Church. I also shared our vision with the adults in the sanctuary. Still ahead, my team and I have:

 A special appearance as “Conductor Courage” at Walnut Methodist Preschool (January 27)

 Presentation and exhibit table at the African American missions conference (January 29)

 Facilitating a focused night of prayer for children at a Perspectives class in Corona (March 20)

 Two live teaching demonstrations that other teachers will be able to observe at the Chinese American Idea Exchange (March 26)

 And teaching two workshops (Bill of Rights for Kingdom Kids and The Lies Children Believe In), as well as hosting an exhibit table, at the CMTA children’s convention (April 29-30)

My calendar may be busy but my heart is full. Each of these events, along with the daily production of the Global Xpress magazine, is an opportunity to transform the world by discipling a new generation. It’s an opportunity to bear fruit, fruit that will last. Beyond the recognition and growth are the irreplaceable stories of kids whose lives have been changed.

“[Hannah] really has a passion to see people saved. I really think that you and Global Xpress have played a big role in that,” wrote Carol Morris, mother of one of our longest subscribing Global Xpress kids.

I want to invite you to join with others in building this ministry. Every time you pray, every time you give financially, you are investing into the lives of children like Hannah. You are an irreplaceable and valuable part of the team. There is still so much more work to be done, so many more lives to impact. I’m calling for more troops so more victories can be won. We need financial supporters, people who give any amount on a monthly basis. We need people who can increase what they are already giving. We need committed prayer warriors fighting on behalf of kids all around the world as well as praying for needed laborers.

The task is great but God has already proved to be a powerful and faithful Commander. He is leading the way, opening up door after door, so that we can reach today’s kids and point them away from a life of selfish living and into a glorifying, Christ-centered existence.



Until the whole world hears,

Carissa Potter

Monday, January 31, 2011

Bringing the world to Chinese Church of San Diego

Friday night the 7th I and a team taught about 25 kids from 4 different Chinese American churches about God's heart for the world. They experienced life in Romania, Thailand, and Malawi.







Reaching Romania from a Warehouse

I had the great opportunity to help ROCK ministries this month by sorting through over a dozen large boxes of children's clothes and cataloging everything for them. These clothes will go to abandoned and poor children living in Romania. Plus, I was totally blessed getting to know Barbara and working alongside  long time friend Terry Lee.





Tuesday, January 04, 2011

Old Promises Made New

It's a new year...4 days in and it is already filled with new joy, new hope, and a new attitude.

The next four months are filling up fast with conferences and speaking opportunities. So far on the list: Chinese Church of San Diego Jan. 7th, Murrieta Valley Church Jan. 23rd, Ideas Exchanges March 26th, and CMTA children's conference April 23-24th. A possible preschool and Girls in Action group in the works.

GX received an unexpected gift for $1000 from a complete strange in San Francisco. The lady heard about our ministry, valued our purpose, and send us a grant for operating expenses.

We enter into the new year with all our current GX staff and volunteer recommitted and on board. We only sadly are saying good-bye to Kelly, our beloved artist who is stepping down to care for her family as her husband prepares to leave for the Army. Her work has been so valuable and irreplaceable. We cherish her greatly. Pray for her and her family as they enter this new transition.

We enter into this new year clinging afresh to two old promises:
   Ps 130: Put your hope in the Lord, for with him is unfailing love and FULL redemption.
   Jer. 33:3 Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Bring on the New Year

If we win, we'll praise Him. If we lose, we'll praise him still. I'm going to resolve to give God everything I've got."
 -from Facing the Giants 
The count down to New Years begins. Every year, starting after Christmas, I go back the the previous New Years and read all my journal entries to date. It's a time of reflection and evaluation and remembrance. I found myself incredibly discouraged last night as I began to read and notice that I seem to be in the exact same place I was last year...afraid of the future, worried about support, unsure of what God was going to do. I wrote to my best friend in Korea and she responded with some good food for thought. Two things stuck out the most 1) God's faithfulness and goodness are not defined by the fulfillment of our expectations, and 2) Seasons repeat but our ability to handle them changes and increases. 

    I stopped reading to soon last night. If I had continued one more page (which I did today!) I would have seen hundreds of beautiful threads of faithfulness begin to appear. Although the struggles in my personal life never ceased, ministry grew in ways I never dreamed and fathomed. And through both highs and lows, I grew and changed.

   I had no idea the gloomy and hopeless 2009 New Year what 2010 would bring. It turned out to be the greatest and most defining year of my life. I got to TASTE and see that the Lord is good. So...

Let us praise him for the million great things: Global Xpress growth, new staff and volunteers, conference's and teaching workshops, VBS's and outreach programs, and a million other amazing moments.

Secondly, please join me in starting off 2011 with 30 days of prayer for His financial provision and change in my personal life. You can pray or you can fast or do whatever the Lord leads you to do. Feel free to share verses or words or pictures the Lord gives you along the way. Let's pray that all hearts, mine as well as those who are or will be giving, will be willing and open to learn the lessons He is teaching us along the way.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Becoming a fictional character...

I just wrapped up production on our January issue of Global Xpress. Our feature country is Malawi, a place I traveled to back in April 2007. Normally, Kiersti writes all our stories for our magazines, bringing each place to life and connecting kids with the people there. Usually, the stories are fictional.

This month I was blessed with the opportunity to write the stories for Malawi, but there was no need for fiction. Instead, Conductor Courage became me. Through my stories, I was able to share the real life adoptions of both Lauren and Gift, two children whose parents both died of AIDS. What a blessing it was for me to be able to share my heart and my experiences. It reminded me of why I do what I do. Our magazine isn't just a geopgraphy and culture lesson. It's an opportunity to connect kids here with kids like Lauren and Gift. We do it for them. We do it so an army of little faithful prayer warriors will petition to the Father on behalf of the lost, broken, lonely, and confused. Thank you Jesus for all the ways I get to serve you.

Here's our older kids story on Gift, along with actual pictures of him and his mom. Enjoy :)

    The Global Xpress pulled into the station in Lilongwe, the capital of Malawi. A man stood there waiting. He was holding a sign with my name on it.

    I walked up to the man. “Hi, I’m Conductor Courage.”
    “Moni.” He smiled. “My name is Moses. The orphanage sent me to pick you up.”
    Moses, Charcoal and I climbed into the van. As we drove, I couldn’t believe how beautiful Malawi was! Malawi is one of the poorest countries in the world, but it did not look like a place of poverty. Lush, green hills rolled out as far as my eyes could see. Banana trees lined the sides of the roads. The sky was bright blue with giant, puffy clouds. As we drove, I saw small red clay huts along the road. Children played soccer in a nearby dirt field. Once in a while we would pass a truck filled with people sitting on top of bags of wood and grain.
    As the sun was setting, we finally pulled into the small village of Mzuzu. As we pulled in to the orphanage, an older woman walked out smiling.
    Dr. Helen greeted me with a warm hug. “I am so glad you are here! We have a long day tomorrow. Let’s get you inside so you can get some sleep.”
    Dr. Helen led me to a small brick house. Inside my room was a bed with a large, blue net hanging over it.
    “What is that for?” I asked Dr. Helen.
    “It is a mosquito net. It keeps the bugs from biting you while you sleep. You can get very sick from bug bites in Africa.”
    As I snuggled into my bed, I thanked God for little things like mosquito nets.
    I woke up early the next morning. Beautiful shades of red and orange streaked across the sky as the sun rose. Dr. Helen was waiting for me.

    “Today we are going to a nearby village. We are adopting a little boy named Gift. His mother is very sick with AIDS and will die soon.”
    I silently prayed for Gift and his mom as we drove down a long dirt road. Monkeys called to each other in the trees above us. As we got out of the jeep, I saw several small square homes made with clay. There were no windows. Inside the house was only a small cooking pot and a wood chair.
    Gift was sitting next to his mother. A Malawian social worker talked with Gift’s mom about the orphanage.
    As the adults talked, I looked at Gift. He was small with big brown eyes. He had no shoes, and his clothes were torn. As I watched him, I thought about all the times I prayed for orphans around the world, asking God to help them find homes with people who would love them. God was now answering my prayer.
    “We will take good care of Gift,” Dr. Helen said as she held his mother’s hand. “We have been praying for him.”
    Gifts mother nodded her head as the social worker translated for Dr. Helen. Then he handed her a pen and helped her sign her name on the adoption papers.
    I held Gift’s hand as we walked back to the jeep. I thought Gift’s mom would be very sad. Instead, she smiled and clapped her hands.
    “God has taken care of my son!” she sang out in Chichewa. “I can die happy knowing he is loved!”
    That night I crawled back under my mosquito net with a big smile. God had given Gift the greatest gift of all: His love.

Monday, November 22, 2010

What's Your Next Move?

God moves me like a chess piece. One small move at a time, He is laying out His plan. I am anxious to call out "check mate!" but He is such a grand and patient chess player. He is making carefully thought out and calculated moves so as to not just win the match, but to win beautifully.


God has made a major move, a move that has changed my original game plan.

What was the original plan?
I joined the Frontier Mission Fellowship in July 2009. I was to first raise $2800 in monthly committed support. Then I was to pack up my bags and move to Pasadena where I would work full time at the US Center for World Mission (USCWM) as a missions mobilizer. My job was to continue running the Global Xpress, a missions magazine for kids.


What is the new plan?
I will not be moving to Pasadena. Instead, I will be staying right here my hometown. I will still be on staff with the USCWM, working from Redlands. My primary job will continue to be to run the Global Xpress. As Creative Director, I wear a lot of hats. I see to the production of each month’s magazine, manage our staff and volunteers, keep up on all the administration, and do everything else that falls in between. In addition, with this change, God has opened up several new doors. Starting after the new year, I will be working with a colleague to establish the USCWM’s first Global Desk for Children. This will be a place where people can come to find help and resources for anything relating to kids and missions worldwide. God has also opened the doors for me to do three separate teaching sessions and workshops in the spring at various churches and conferences.



When did you notice that God was changing your plans?
It was June 6th. I was speaking at a local church in Redlands. A volunteer came with me to help. On the way there, she shared with me that she felt God was leading her into a full-time position with Global Xpress. After some discussion, she moved from volunteer to full-time volunteer staff. We started working 25-30 hours a week together in her small apartment in Redlands.


What happened next?
A few weeks later, I sensed the Holy Spirit prompting me to attend Sunday evening service at Packinghouse church. The sermon was on the last chapter of Corinthians and Paul’s flexibility. He had a direction, but he was willing to change it as God lead and opened doors elsewhere.


Did you know then what was happening?
No, not at all. The rest of the summer played out in a series of small events. First God impressed upon my heart to leave my church, the Red Barn. I wrestled with that a lot. I thought I’d just leave and move on to Pasadena, but I lacked peace about it. I could only sense God telling me to be ready. He wouldn’t give me any specifics. In late July, I finally announced that I was moving on to a new church. Two days later, I meet an amazing woman who owned both a printing company and a professional fundraising company. We had a series of meetings and the floodgates flew open. Her husband offered to print the Global Xpress at 1/3 of the cost we were paying before. She offered to help us raise money for the ministry.
     One morning I woke up and just knew that everything had changed. I wasn’t going to be moving to Pasadena. There was no pre-thought about it. There was no stopping to pray about it and think through the decision. God had already made it. I could hear Him loud and clear saying “Forget the former things. I am doing a new thing. See, even now it springing up before you.” (Is.43:18-19)


So how was the final decision made?
After several weeks, I surrendered to the changes God was making in my life. I turned in a proposal explaining my request to be relocated from Pasadena to Redlands for the benefit and growth of the ministry. The USCWM personnel department responded within 24 hours and said they fully agreed. Where I am is the healthiest place for Global Xpress. I need to be in Redlands with my small staff and group of volunteers.



Why are you raising support?
Without prayer, missionaries are not effective; without funding, they cannot devote their full-time energy to the cause of Christ. Raising support allows me to do ministry full-time and focus all of my attention on the Kingdom. I was able to have a job and do Global Xpress on the side for several years, but the ministry has grown beyond that. It requires my full attention. The money I raise is the money I live on and work with.


Are you fully supported?
No, not yet. It’s been a long road, but I am still trusting God for provision. If everyone who has committed to give continues to do so, I have $1700 a month coming in. I still need $1100 more in monthly support…that’s people giving any desired amount every month. I have supporters who give anywhere from $10 to $300 a month. Every amount matters.


How does someone become a supporter?
It begins by just sending the first check to Ministry Accounts at the US Center for World Mission (1605 E. Elizabeth St. Pasadena 91104). Once Ministry Accounts receives your check, a receipt, along with a new envelope, will be mailed to you for continued giving. There is also an option for automatic giving. Checks are made payable to USCWM with MA164 in the memo line (not my personal name). The ministry account number signifies that the check is for me.


How can people be praying?
-Pray first and foremost that God is glorified in all I do, both personally and in ministry.
-Pray for the kids who are getting our materials every month, that they would fall in love with the Savior of the World and desire to make Him known.
-Pray specifically for God to provide the remaining $1100 a month I need to be fully supported.
-Pray for wisdom and guidance as I move forward in this new season of transition.

A life of faith is a life full of surprises. New doors and opportunities come with every move. I am excited for what fruit lies ahead as we move forward in obedience. I love watching God work.

Monday, November 01, 2010

Extra, Extra!



Man do I have big news! Lots of changes, lots of new opportunities, lots of reasons to keep praising the Lord for His faithfulness!

Come here some exciting updates and changes:

When: Sunday November 7, 2010
Where: 7842 Rose Ct Highland 92346
Time: 1:30-3:00
  *Kids welcome. Presentation begins at 2.

See you there!

Monday, October 18, 2010

The Fellowship of the Unashamed

I am part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have the Holy Spirit's power. The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I'm a disciple of His. I won't look back, let up, slow down or back away. My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, my future is secure. I'm finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals. I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity, I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded or rewarded. I now love by faith, lean on His presence, walk by patience, life by prayer and labor by power. My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions few, my Guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity. I wont give up, shut up, or let up, until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up and preached up for the cause of Christ.

I am a disciple of Jesus!

I must go til He comes, give til I drop, preach till all know and work till he stops me. And when He comes from His own He will have no problem recognizing me- my banner will be clear.

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

A whole new year; a whole new look!

A  few weeks ago I told you all about our Global Xpress Vision Retreat. Through the combination of that event and input we had been receiving from families who use the Global Xpress, we redesigned our magazines and gave them a fresh new look- one with the same great information but more engaging, fun, and age-appropraite. We launched our new look for our October issue. Here is a glimpse (you can click on each image to see a larger version!):

Global Xpress Magazine (3rd-5th grade)







Lil Engines (K-2nd Grade)